The Silent Cost of Purpose-Driven Leadership

We celebrate the wins—students landing internships at Goldman Sachs , Morgan Stanley and others, mentees breaking into tech, doors opening where none existed. But what we rarely talk about is the cost behind those wins.

As a founder in the social impact space, I’ve spent the last decade building equity-driven initiatives like the Greenwood Project , Campus Coin Invest , Bevon's Mentee Network , and Impact-Focused Tech Solutions—mentoring underestimated students and opening doors into industries that weren’t built for them. This work fuels me. But it also quietly drains me.

It’s time we talk about the silent cost of purpose-driven leadership.

The Emotional Weight No One Sees

Every day, I’m entrusted with stories of struggle—first-generation students, families fighting to stay afloat, young people navigating spaces that often make them feel invisible. It’s a privilege to be in their corner. But it’s also emotional labor.

You carry their doubts, their fears, their hopes—and sometimes, their disappointments. You celebrate their wins, but you also absorb the pain when systems fail them. That weight doesn’t clock out. And it doesn’t always show up in board reports.

The Personal Trade-Offs

Time becomes your most-used currency. Nights and weekends blend into strategy sessions, community calls, and rewriting The Internship Blueprint to reach more students. Family dinners are rescheduled. Friendships fade. Self-care gets delayed until "next month."

I’ve missed milestones, postponed vacations, and shelved personal goals to keep the mission moving. The irony? We work to create opportunity for others—while often putting our own on hold.

The Financial Sacrifice

Let’s talk numbers—not in theory, but in truth.

Had I stayed in finance, I likely would have earned more than $2 million over the past decade. Instead, I chose to build. And that choice came with a personal opportunity cost of more than $1.5 million—not including lost investment growth, retirement savings, or benefits.

And here’s what most people don’t see: before the grants, funders, or media recognition, I was the sole investor. I emptied my 401(k), cashed out bonuses, liquidated investments, and maxed out credit cards to bring Greenwood to life. The foundation wasn’t built with capital. It was built with sacrifice.

This isn’t about regret. It’s about being honest. Purpose-driven work demands more than passion. It demands your time, your energy, and often, your financial survival.

The Doubt That Creeps In

There are late nights after a grant rejection or a program setback when doubt creeps in. Is this really moving the needle? Am I helping enough?

In social impact work, the stakes feel personal. Because they are. You're not chasing KPIs—you’re trying to change lives. And when things don’t land, it can feel like a personal failure. But the mission doesn’t let you quit. You push through. Because the work is bigger than you.

Why I Keep Going

It’s the student who texts, “I just got the offer!” The mentee who becomes the first college grad in their family. The intern who comes back years later to mentor someone else.

Those are the moments that remind me why I started. That’s the return on investment that matters.

What Comes Next

So, after a decade of sacrifice—financial, emotional, and personal—where does that leave me?

Still deeply committed to this work. Still driven by a belief in the power of underestimated communities. But also clear that it’s time to rebuild—not just programs, but myself.

The next chapter of my journey lives at the intersection of purpose and profit. I’m now involved in several ventures that allow me to make an impact at scale while also creating sustainable value—for myself, for my family, and for the communities I serve.

This isn’t about stepping away from the mission. It’s about stepping into a model that ensures the mission doesn’t come at the expense of the messenger. Purpose and profit don’t have to be opposites. I’m living proof they can align.

Because at some point, legacy should be about what we build and what we keep. And I intend to do both.

Purpose-driven work asks more of us than most people will ever understand. Let’s start telling the full story—not to complain, but to protect the people doing the building.

Let’s keep building, together.

I’m a social impact leader, founder of the Greenwood Project , Bevon's Mentee Network , Co-founder of Campus Coin Invest , and author of the forthcoming book The Internship Blueprint. I’m committed to creating equitable pathways into finance and tech for underestimated youth. - Bevon

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